On my last day with these boobs, I wore the top I had with the deepest plunge in it.
On my last day with these boobs, I wore the top I had with the deepest plunge in it. #ofcourse
Things I have already had the privilege to work on…
1. Allowing people to help me.
2. Asking for help from newer friends and allowing them to say ‘Yes.’
3. Allowing myself to receive all of your love and blessings and prayers. I am feeling it for sure and am so grateful to all of you holding space and praying for me.
I am a firm believer in the power of prayer for healing.
This is a very big surgery and I gratefully receive all prayers for a speedy and easy healing process.
4. Amazingly… I am seeing very clearly who my incredible local friends are. I feel you and thank you for all you are doing to help and be there for me over this next week… and I feel… for awhile. I appreciate you beyond words.
It certainly takes time to create real friendships in a new city. And I’m so grateful for those of you showing up. It fills my heart with so much love.
This has been a prayer of mine for awhile.. to really form a few incredible friendships locally. People who SHOW UP when you need them without even having to ask and not taking no for an answer.
This has been an amazing thrown in the deep end experience of that. Feeling so grateful.
5. The power of manifestation. I fully created this. I wanted this surgery to be round now, but it wasn’t available. I created it anyway.
I was super bummed that my brother’s family wouldn’t see me before their big move to Chicago.
He was supposed to be there this week.
He’s not.
They are here to support me.
And to see me in my new body.
Everything always works for me.
My mom can’t be here with me this week and so Hugh, who has never had to care for me after surgery gets the privilege.
It will be amazing to feel his support through this as he steps into a nurturer role that he doesn’t usually play.
So many amazing things about this manifestation that I wouldn’t have created had it all gone the date it had been scheduled for.
Ok… off to hang with my kiddos and let them nuzzle into the chest that has given them life and kept them safe for so many years.
