I HAVE BEEN HIDING…

I know… it’s hard to believe.

I’m only 2 days into my 3 day Art of Feminine Presence training and already so much has shifted.

I will say it again and again and again…

If you aren’t working to clear your energy field of the crappy shit that isn’t serving you, you are going to find it near impossible to create every single one of your dreams.

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I have a big energy.

People say it to me all the time, my whole life.

And one of my biggest struggles has always been in being able to ‘contain it’.

Because of that… i can be left feeling equally ENERGISED and TOTALLY DRAINED when I go into big groups of people.

For as long as i can remember… I have had this energy around my heart… guarding it.

It has felt tight and constricted and often, makes it feel hard to breathe.

I have done meditation, I have done breathing exercises, bodywork, energy work, etc… and even if it felt less for a short amount of time… that energy, that wall… has been a block for me to deeply connect with self and others.

And even in digging deeply into my feminine/mascualine work…

moving from ‘pushing’ in my masculine to a more receiving in my divine feminine with massive action…

I have felt fear.

What if I let this wall down? What will protect me then?

How will I navigate the world and not be ‘attacked’ by others?

How will I stop myself from being hurt or taken advantage of? Etc…

And so the wall.. that energetic barrier remained.

As much as I knew all the things were going on within me… I didn’t realise the depth of that connection until this weekend.

Over the course of the weekend… I have had the most INCREDIBLE space held to learn to contain my energy in the most amazing way…

And yesterday… to be seen FULLY IN MY FEMININE.

It was challenging.

It was intense.

It was BEAUTIFUL!

And not only to be seen… but to receive my own love… my own femininity… in the most INCREDIBLE way.

And it FELT AMAZING! (I get why you hang around my energy 😉 It feel pretty frickin incredible. ❤

I have had experiences in the past where my heart opens up in a beautiful way… and usually by the next day or a couple days later… it’s all wrapped up again…

Last night… I walked in the door and Hugh felt the shift IMMEDIATELY.

This morning… my heart is still open and I FEEL SAFE.

And I know how to go there again.

To keep this energy alive… to allow my walls down and to ‘protect myself’ so that I can stay in this OPEN RECEPTIVITY.

And let me tell you… that feels AMAZING.

Not simply because of how I feel now.

But because of how life unfolds in this space being able to connect deeper with everyone I choose to let into my space, including you… reading these posts.

I’m looking forward to day 3.

I’m looking forward to showing up in life in this new way.

I am feeling so grateful for this experience.

And I am feeling so grateful for continually saying YES to soul and allowing it to guide me places that scare me… and saying yes to it anyway.

How bout you? Where are you not showing up fully for soul?

Where are you NOT saying yes to things that you know you get to in order to create your dreams?

From my heart to yours…

Love you beautiful one!

PS- if you would like to have your walls come crumbling down… let me know. I’d love to support you beautiful one. 🙏😘