IT’S TIME TO STOP RUNNING TO FILL THE VOID
DAY 1 of QUANTUM HEALING CERTIFICATION COMPLETE
Running seems to be a theme playing out in my life now. Or really… the decision to STOP RUNNING.
Maybe some of you can relate.
Running from your truth.
Running from your power,
Running to things outside of you to fill a void within.
Pick your reason for running… I know I am not alone in this one. Thank you to our human selves. 
Yesterday… my biggest takeaway from a 10.5 hour day with only a 1 hour lunch break… was when we worked on clearing some unhelpful ‘templates’ that have been running us.
What is a template?
An energetic coding that gets locked into our system that basically unconsciously runs the show. Yesterday… we looked at some templates of the spiritual world that many of us in this world carry… as beliefs or truths that we THINK are helping us, but really… are keeping us from our truth.
We all had at least one of them that we were living into and yesterday… we cleared them.
For me… that ultimately meant… not filling the void inside with exterior substances.
It sent me into a MASSIVE spin.
I had a headache from hell and everything inside of me was shaken up, literally to my core. I couldn’t walk without holding on for dear life to Hugh’s arm.
There are so many thing I wanted to run to, like pain killers… but especially NOT sitting in the pain and discomfort. But wasn’t that the point of what I just cleared? To stop running.
So I spoke to Regan Anne Hillyer about how to deal with what was going on and no surprise… her answer… ‘ask your soul what does it want? And then program yourself tonight to have it clear and come to it’s natural state’.
So… I could barely touch my delicious dinner. (OMG THE FOOD IS OUT OF THIS WORLD AMAZING here and made with SO MUCH LOVE).
I couldn’t be at dinner with the noise and people…
I couldn’t walk home alone.
Hilariously… I’m in the jungle and could barely find a tree to hug as I was not willing in the middle of the night to go off the beaten path where I couldn’t see little creepy crawlies that I could be standing on that may want to hurt me. But I did find one tree close to the path and held her for a bit.
When we got back to the room… I laid still.
The headache cleared.
The rest of my body still a vibrating intense wild feeling.
I went to sleep knowing my body would work itself out.
I woke up this morning and re-calibrated my body by placing my andaras (crystals) on myself to connect in with my energy and get it all flowing.
I feel better.
Still fragile and energetically aware that I can’t overload my body right now.
AND YET… today… we START the quantum healing work. Yesterday… was mostly talking and prepping for the work to come over the next 4 days.
Today… I sat with myself and realised… what I have been running from is my own power.
What if I feel that power?
What if I step INTO the version of me that I am meant to be?
What if I REALLY lived into my purpose?
THIS IS THE STUFF I HAVE BEEN RUNNING FROM.
Playing small.
Not really wanting to FEEL.
Turning to others.
Turning to food.
Turning to pot.
Turning to sugar.
Turning to anything and everything but FEELING what is really there.
And over the last few weeks what I have found as I face this head on…
I LOVE HOW I FEEL.
I do.
I love sitting in my clear energy field. It’s powerful. It’s beautiful. It’s magic. It’s pure. AND… it brings me all that I desire.
So… i get to stop running.
It scares me to share this with you.
it scares me to own this within myself.
Being here with Hugh and going through this with him.. means… I don’t get to run from this at home either. We are here doing the work together… and will continue to at home.
OMG… That part is magic on a whole other level.
I don’t know what will come today.
I surrender into the wild ride that this is and the MACRO RESULTS IN MICRO TIMING that we are able to achieve because of truly clearing our energy in the QUANTUM REALM…
Feeling so fragile and grateful to be here and excited to bring this work to all of you. It will literally… blow your mind and everything else in the most amazing way.
Gotta run and shower for day 2. Have a great day wherever you are. Maybe consider… where are you running from your own incredible power?
Ready to stop running? Reach out to me today.
