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Tonight… I left Hugh at the airport after 10 magical days together and felt a sadness within.

We are 13 years together and 2 children later and we have certainly had our ups and downs.

Almost a year ago… Hugh and I hit our rockiest patch of all. In my desire to stand in my truth and raise the bar on what I would and wouldn’t accept in relationship… he almost left me.

He eventually told me there was a couple days where he almost took the boys and hoped on a plane back to Australia. It wasn’t pretty.

i don’t say this for your ‘pity’. It was the best thing I could do for our relationship and through it all I looked at him and said… ‘we will either make an amazing love story of this and end up running trainings on how to manifest your ideal partner when you are already in relationship with them.

OR.. we will end in divorce.’

There was no other way. i was not willing to accept mediocre in one of my most important relationships anymore.

I KNOW LADIES… I Hear you day after day say to me… how do I continue to manifest when my hubby isn’t on board? Trust me… I get it. I am living to tell the tail.

Since that time… since our commitment to each other and seeing each other and loving each other fully for who we are and not asking the other to be anything other than who we are… we have been climbing out of the dark hole.

Slowly but surely. It’s not always easy, but it sure is more joyful than it has been in a long time and our conversations are so much more productive and loving and we have consistently been moving forward.

When I saw the info for Quantum healing and was introduced to Juan Pablo… my whole heart hoped that Hugh would say yes to coming with me, even though… this was SOOOOO out of his comfort zone.

Like anything in life… I can’t make him… he had to decide it was right for him, so when he said yes… my body lit up… knowing what magic was to come.

I told Regan Anne Hillyer and Juan Pablo Barahona that the biggest desire I had in coming together was actually in shifting our relationship even more. I knew the work would help by introducing him to a new world that he had resisted.

but not only that… in seeing the way that JuanPa and Regan show up for each other… they are such a beautiful couple to model… I knew it would only be a positive effect for us.

I had no attachment to the outcome because I didn’t really know how far Hugh would be willing to go into the work… but today… as I left him… I knew things were forever changed.

I sit here in tears… thinking of the beautiful road in front of us.

The shifts are already happening… He is hearing me in a way he never could before. He is seeing what I truly deeply desire for US by seeing this in others.

And after YEARS of calling in a man to be a role model for him… in how to show up in his work and in relationships… Juan Pa… you have touched our lives in ways you will never know.

To see Hugh’s eyes sparkle again. To have him hold me and make me feel safe again… in a way that is deeper than before. To have him finally begin to see what I have ALWAYS seen in him… makes every dollar we spent to get there worth it.

The shifts in BOTH of us already are immense. We see it. We feel it in the other.

After years of not really playing on the same playing field… of my deep desires for MORE in life and in our relationship… and waiting for him to finally come to the party…

it feels like MAGIC what is ahead of us.

The two of us on our own are two beautiful lights on this planet… two powerful healers… two brilliant conscious beings here to make the world a better place.

And together… BRINGING OUR MAGIC TOGETHER… OMG… I can only imagine what is possible.

We have spent days dreaming up the possibilities.

I mean… Retreat anyone? I know… you have been waiting for this… you probably don’t even know you have been… but I have known for years we would end up here if we could just get past our personal shit. AND… I had to wait for Hugh to see his own power too… to see what I have always seen in him.

And it’s time.

It’s time to rise together.

Not just in our personal lives but our business lives too.

Combining our super powers.

AHHHH… my heart sings with the thoughts… the dreams… the beautiful and bright future in front of us… filled with so much love, honour, respect and epic manifesting powers.

United… we are a force to be reckoned with. We always have been.

And today… I feel it so strongly.

I have never loved him more.

I have never felt so sure of our beautiful, empowering, conscious loving future together… making this world a better place simply for being in it.

Hubba… I love you more than worlds can say. I am so proud of you for diving head first into this journey. I honour you for all that you are and all that you are becoming.

I am so grateful you said yes. And you continue to say yes.

Today… I choose you. <3

PS- drop RETREAT into the comments below if you want in for a retreat with us. It’s simply an idea at the moment… but let us know… Want to play, in person with us? What would you want to embark upon in the journey?

Let us know.

Assuming we can get him 100% on board with it… 😉 It will for sure be a powerful time combining the magic of his brilliance in movement and health with my passion for energy, mindset and transformation especially through creative expression… there is no doubt that it will take your life next level.

Drop RETREAT in the comments below if you would be interested in hanging with us for a few days of MAGIC for your soul.