I AM SORRY Part 2

The second piece to my story yesterday in calling myself out on my own shit is around my start/stop, lack of consistency piece. (read yesterday’s post for the start of this story)

Hey… we are all human, right?

When Shaune Clarke called me out around my lack of consistency… He said so as he held his breath waiting for me to get pissy. I could feel it.

But I simply smiled and said… ‘You are right’.

It’s something I am VERY aware of and working on.

He said… ‘Keri… don’t work on it… just do it.’ (He actually put my own words back at me and said… Keri… ‘do the things’ NOW.)

I said… ‘YES… I am… and it’s a work in progress. I’m human AF.’

This lack of consistency has shown up EVERYWHERE in my life.

It’s why at the beginning of this year… I chose to join my friend in doing regular 10 day superfood cleanses that REALLY have me check in with myself on my food choices and have been MAKING me look at the emotional attachment I have to food, which is getting better and better over the years but still kicks me in the ass sometimes.

It’s why I just re-joined the gym again after post-surgery recovery. So that I would CONSISTENTLY GO. Cause if I have a time to go and pay for it… I will show up. If I expect myself to do it at home by myself… it doesn’t usually happen.

It’s why when I made a commitment to writing for all of you… I show up for it.

It’s all the little things I do that help me build the muscle of consistency in my life cause ultimately… i could quite happily be a fairy floating through life without consistently showing up for everything in my ever yearning path of freedom.

But here’s the thing… FREEDOM comes with consistently showing up to build the platform to stand upon so that the EMPIRE comes so that financially you can afford to truly live a life of financial and time freedom and abundance.

Freedom comes from doing the daily practices that allow us to create an attractive energy field so that we can call in that which we desire in from the quantum realm with ease and flow.

This and more…

And the reality is… I live my life by soul-alignment… so from the outside it can look haphazard and crazy and wild and really confusing.

From my world… it’s simply listening to my heart and saying yes.

For a year… I’ve had people like Shaune and another mentor @kristina saying to me… PICK ONE THING and STICK WITH IT.

But my truth has been… I have been evolving so fast over this past year…

WAKING UP TO MY TRUTHS…

Finding where I belong in the threads of the world…

And I had to try a lot of things… I have had to fail at some of them to see what felt good and what didn’t. To see what is working and what isn’t.

I wish that overnight we can wake up and know our purpose. And for some people… that exists. My dad is the perfect example of that, but it hasn’t been my story.

It has taken my grandmother dying and a MASSIVE shift in the entire family dynamics…

It has taken me seeing on a far bigger level the legacy of my family…

It has taken me coming back to the US and integrating my two lives…

It has taken me learning to really listen to my soul and say yes, even when it’s REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE…

It has taken work with MANY healers to move through so much shit and blocks in my energy that were keeping me from stepping into my purpose and so much more for me to sit here and write this with a DEEP KNOWING of what my work on this planet is.

I am here to help raise the wealth consciousness of the planet.

I am here to activate your abundance codes.

I am here to activate you in your purpose work.

I am here to light a path to help you create your dreams…

I am here to shine a light into the places you can’t see in order for you to bring more awareness into your being of who you are at your core.. your weaknesses, your strengths and own all of it… be all of it… and shine your light even brighter in doing so.

I am here to guide you home to you so that you can live a beautiful life of your dreams.

AND… in all the flows of my journey finding my way to this place… it can look VERY inconsistent. It can look VERY haphazard.

I totally get that.

And so over this year… I have been working on getting REALLY CLEAR on my message moving forward… which on a big picture level is really what it always has been… You can be, do and have it all. EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE. Be willing to DREAM CRAZY and go after your dreams…

Ultimately… learn how to follow the call of your soul and be willing to say yes to all your big, crazy dreams so that you can create the time and financial freedom you so deeply desire.

As I said to Shaune last night… My DESIRE is to continue to bring you programs and ways to help you dive deeper into these concepts…

*** to help you create the wealth you desire…

*** to help you overcome your ridiculous stories around money…

*** to help you get over yourself so that you get SEEN so that you can have your message HEARD and so that you can create a platform for creating the wealth you desire so that you can give back in the way that your heart is longing for.

AND…

*** to show you an amazing automated and leveraged vehicle that will help you create the time and financial freedom you ultimately desire and build a team of like-minded peeps who are willing to show up and go for their dreams and help others to do the same… so that we together shine our lights brighter and yes… raise the wealth consciousness of the planet by having an overflowing, abundance of money flowing to us.

It is my commitment to self and to you to really do my best to be CONSISTENT in all areas of my life.

I am human AF and I’m sure to fuck this up at some points and that is totally ok.

I am simply willing to look at my weaknesses and work to make them my strengths.

And like I said yesterday… it is my desire that by doing so… I am able to show up here and do my work as a messenger in an even more powerful way so that you are able to hear, receive and act upon my message.

Not from a place of Ego, but from a place that this is my purpose on this planet… to impact and influence millions of lives to help make this world a better place.

And in doing so… you get to shine your light brighter… create your dreams… light up this world and make it a better place.

That ripple effect lights me up to even begin to imagine what is possible.

Can ONE person really make a big difference? YESSS! I have proof that one person can make lasting effects on the world that will be around for generations and generations. That’s in my DNA. That’s who I was raised to be.

And it starts here…

Thank you for listening to me.

Thank you for hearing my story.

Thank you for following me through all my messiness.

Thank you for your love.

I love you! I appreciate you. I’m so grateful to all of you who show up and follow me and act upon the message that I share day in and out.