HELLO THERE! IT’S ME!
For years, I have stared at my boobs, lifted them up in a mirror and known… if I let go of them, I would look about 20 pounds lighter.
The pic on the left was taken about 2 hours ago when Hugh helped me change my clothes. I’m still so swollen and bruised that the jeans I was wearing the day before surgery don’t fit over my butt. And my boobs are still super swollen, so will get smaller over time too.
The pic on the top right is the only full body pic I can find from the last few months when I was in Ibiza about 1 month ago.
The pic on the bottom right is me about 6 weeks ago… wearing the same exact top.
People… I have been sitting on my ass doing NOTHING for 2 weeks. Eating whatever I can actually get into me.
You can even see a massive difference in my FACE. I didn’t have my face touched. I didn’t have my tummy touched.
It’s ME. I can see ME.
I have felt buried for so long under the weight of my boobs.
It’s only the beginning of this road to healing and so much more to go… but already… It’s so good to look at this pic and see ME.
Like a caterpillar coming out of the chrysalis… I am starting to begin to see the new emergence.
And not just on the physical level.
You better believe I’m starting to connect in with the deeper inner work too. Asking myself some amazing digging questions, as I do.
Still deeply in the stillness and cocooned up.
But beginning to open up to what is to come.
It feels transformational in a way that I have no words to describe.
It feels deeper than I have ever surrendered and allowed myself to fall into.
Transformation at the level I am speaking of does not happen overnight.
It does not happen simply because I had surgery.
It happens because for a year (well really many years ) I have been doing inner work to move me towards this very moment in time, knowing it was time to have this surgery. I have thrown everything I could at my spiritual, emotional, financial, and physical body/mind/soul to step into being THIS person.
I get excited by the conscious choices I am making as I consider what part of the old me comes with me and what part gets left behind.
I get excited to sit deeply in the surrender and see what swims towards me over the next few months as the continuation of the healing and transformation takes place… on all levels.
This level of transformation doesn’t simply come because I had a surgery… though having the immense weight of my boobs lifted off me has definitely been a massive part of the transformation, it’s also because I have had some incredible healers and mentors to work with over the past year that have helped me to shed so much of my own limitations and baggage that I had been carrying around and to help me connect deeper and deeper into my soul and my own alignment.
And that was ultimately leading me up to this moment in time where I knew I would be releasing the physical weight that as my doc says… would never have happened without surgery. My boobs were just so massive.
I truly believe that the level of work that I have been doing will not be done on your own.
I believe it’s a MUST to have a guide that will show you a mirror and help you guide you home to yourself.
I’m grateful for ALL of mine to help me get to this point and to those who will continue to work with me as I work my way through this next phase of this transformation.
And I love being that guide for others.
Maybe you are finally ready to create a transformation in your life and create the dreams that have always been that… dreams.
Maybe you are finally ready to conquer your biggest fears and do the things you know you get to do in order to live your soul-aligned life… no matter how scary.
Maybe you are finally ready to have someone to help guide you home… to create a gorgeous safe space for you to work deeply with yourself and explore your inner world… helping you be the best, most soul-aligned version of you.
Maybe you are ready to be UNAPOLOGETICALLY YOU.
If you are saying yes to any of that… if you are inspired by my story and are ready to create your own story of transformation (surgery not necessary … then let’s connect.
PM me or comment below and we’ll set a time to connect and see if we are an aligned heck yes fit.
I’m getting super excited to work with one or two new clients. Everything is slowly but surely happening right now, so only have the capacity for one or two new clients. I promise… working with my clients, even now, lights me up! It fuels my soul. So… Is this incredible experience for you?
Be in touch asap.
It’s your turn. Say yes to you!